yup - so the week has come and gone... and so have i. back from mexico that is. so it pretty much sux here and i cant wait to win the lottery so i can just jump on the next plane to who-knows-where.................................
but instead - here i am.
anyWHO mexico was freakin awesome, we did so much crazy stuff like snorkelling, beach volleyball, swimming, shopping, riding the mexican city buses, ATVing up the mountains, zip linning, whale watches, chilling on the beach.............. and the list goes on.
im gonna try to get all the pics posted here pretty quick so keep checking back!!
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..... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo .... did i happen to mention im going to mexico?
i am.
3 days.
i kno u guys were just DYING to kno that.... :P
i am.
3 days.
i kno u guys were just DYING to kno that.... :P
to the beach... here i come
so ya - for those of u who dont know. im going to mexico. well me and sam and amanda and gabe are. we're going in 5 whole days. we'll be leaving this freaking cold ass of a place to fly where the palm trees grow - where we can sit on the beach and hear the waves crash on the shore with a pina colada in hand. i cant wait...................................... and im so happy i can just rub it in - im sure u are too. lol....
here i am
i wish tomorrow would come. i wish i could just skip ahead and be where i want to be. i wish i could just have my hw done and not have to do it. it gets so tiring to be doing the same thing day after day after day.
i sit here and dream of the future. i dream of where i want to be, what i want to do with my life. i wonder how my family will react when i actually leave here. i wonder what it will be like to actually put that backpack on my back and hop on that plane - the plane to nowhere... the plane to everywhere.
the thing is there IS so much i want to do with my life inbetween now and then. i want to get more tattoos... i want to go skydiving, i want to go scuba diving. i want to do mini-travel trips and sit around and watch movies. i want to go to more wing-nites, and go out dancing at clubs. i want to go to my sister's grad and i want to graduate. oh god, more than ever i want to graduate.
i am so so sick of skool. i mean, i love what i am learning and all - but skool? geez louise... its been too long, far too long......... ive never had my life WITHOUT skool - i can only imagine cuz the last time i didn't think bout skool was when i was 4. when i was 4 i was only too happy to get my cabbage patch kid - "candy" was her name. now i am 20 - almost 21... and im STILL in skool, with 2 more years to go. *sigh* sometimes i wonder if i can make it. i kno i can, cuz ive only had almost 16 yrs experience with school. wow. thats almost 2 whole decades of skool. i dont kno how ppl do it when they want to go and get their masters or their doctorates. no clue. thats not for me.
i want to fly. i want to fly away and never return. i want to fill my life with experiences that ive only dreamed of up until this point. cuz thats what i think life is all about. its about achieving those dreams that no one thinks you can. its about going full-throttle, as fast as you can cuz you never kno when your life will be done... no one knows - so ive gotta make the most of what i have...... and sometimes i wonder if i even do that - or if i just sit back and hope for tomorrow. cuz the truth is - tomorrow never comes.
i sit here and dream of the future. i dream of where i want to be, what i want to do with my life. i wonder how my family will react when i actually leave here. i wonder what it will be like to actually put that backpack on my back and hop on that plane - the plane to nowhere... the plane to everywhere.
the thing is there IS so much i want to do with my life inbetween now and then. i want to get more tattoos... i want to go skydiving, i want to go scuba diving. i want to do mini-travel trips and sit around and watch movies. i want to go to more wing-nites, and go out dancing at clubs. i want to go to my sister's grad and i want to graduate. oh god, more than ever i want to graduate.
i am so so sick of skool. i mean, i love what i am learning and all - but skool? geez louise... its been too long, far too long......... ive never had my life WITHOUT skool - i can only imagine cuz the last time i didn't think bout skool was when i was 4. when i was 4 i was only too happy to get my cabbage patch kid - "candy" was her name. now i am 20 - almost 21... and im STILL in skool, with 2 more years to go. *sigh* sometimes i wonder if i can make it. i kno i can, cuz ive only had almost 16 yrs experience with school. wow. thats almost 2 whole decades of skool. i dont kno how ppl do it when they want to go and get their masters or their doctorates. no clue. thats not for me.
i want to fly. i want to fly away and never return. i want to fill my life with experiences that ive only dreamed of up until this point. cuz thats what i think life is all about. its about achieving those dreams that no one thinks you can. its about going full-throttle, as fast as you can cuz you never kno when your life will be done... no one knows - so ive gotta make the most of what i have...... and sometimes i wonder if i even do that - or if i just sit back and hope for tomorrow. cuz the truth is - tomorrow never comes.
happy single's awareness day
so... it's that time again. that time when all us singles are recognized for our singleness. it's that time of year when ppl keep asking - "so do YOU have any plans for V-day?" they always emphasize the "you" and it's irritating. it's even more irritating that those who are in a "relationship" seem to flaunt it more... unknowingly (or so they say) to us singles. maybe im a little bitter... but it's okay, cuz i DO have plans for good ol' single's awareness day and im gonna have a freakin awesome time............. without being forced to buy or receive a single cheezy, over-priced, pink + red V-day merchandise. so cheers to all u single ppl out there and have an awesome single's awareness day!
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